My physique partner is a shithead, even if I am used to non-fonctional teams, this is more than what I can take. He pushed most of the work on me on the pretext that he don't understand the matter. I didn't mind that much, on the basis that it wasn't worse than working alone, I can take that much, specialy if he was be in a bad situation like me, I can understand that (however that wasn't the case). I never reiceved the results(he was pressing me like getting the results was only my responsability) until the work was late and that moment I was at a hair to fail French class and had to work whole nights on it and other classes subject. Then my computer crashed and had a new, I had to get it fonctional and get it working on the Internet since I don't have a printed at my father place. By the time I got it to work, it was aldready Sunday late at night, I work on this report all the night till morning without sleeping a single seconde, trying to get the most work done even thought I was lacking lot of infomation and material.

The next day I was so sleepy that in the chimie exam, I didn't understood anything and failed almost all the questions except for one. I got most of the works done and he was supposed to have done his part(the intro and conclusion, almost no work needed, mostly copy and paste), he said in my face that it was all my fault that we're going to get a bad mark and that it was late. He literaly insulted me, me who have done most the work(even if it wasn't good). Then he said he wouldn't print it out since it would cost some money and that it was my responsability to give it the teacher. Then I went ahead and printed it on my own with the teach blessing in art class, however the worst was his conclusion. He don't say anything and worse he say that it's actualy all my fault and that I haven't done anything. I've been had! I reedited the whole thing so the teach don't see that and I actualy cryed in front of him. He said he's gonna try to do something but you know, the feeling of almost having been sold by your partner is the worst. He actual pushed most the work on me and tried to make me the scapegoat so he could get a better mark(without working or understanding the matter) under the pretext that I was holding his feet and never did my part.

You know, to have been backstabbed while having all of my problems, actualy made me cry really bad.

The thing is I don't hate him either, I just don't care anymore, he could be laughing with his friend or hang himself. Hopefully later, because for now I want him to understand and feel bad and I won't beat him, because if I do that would mean I not better that would make him a victim (However, I don't have any problem if others go beat the crap out of him on their own).

It will be more difficult to trust others from now on. Feel like my whole life is a succesion of bad events. I can't even remember happy events in my life.